I said Nasty!
and fled...
now I'm older...
colder... married...
and fair jaded...
sagging of jowl...
bored... and fair
lame with it all...
and sometimes I wonder...
Whatever became of
my friend?
Would he say now he loved me
still?
if he could see my greying head?
... and spreading paunch.
line...
Besides...
I can't understand it
Why at times
in the night with my wife
At moments that don't seem right
At All!
his face appears
before me...
And He Torments Me!
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